"Without A Laugh"

You never should have left that day
I know I should have made you stay.
With a smile, without a laugh,
You left this world, death, car crash.
Alone and hollow, I thought we had tomorrow,
Forever is not long enough to fight to save our souls.
You can see me here, but I can't see you there,
Looking back, it was a sick world we dared.

Now all of you, Fuck Off and Die with your pie in the sky,
And don't tell me that life keeps going by.
You want me back, but that you can't have,
An empty hand is all you've grabed.
You tell me to love, you tell me to live,
But I'm afraid distance is all I have left to give.

You never should have left that day,
You knew you could have stayed.
So I grow with rage from now till then....
Loneliness, you are my replacement friend.

 The Bottle Makes 3
"and that cold day when you lost control
its a shame you left my life so soon,
you should have told me. but No!
you left me far behind" -candle box-

-this page is for those who knew him and those who knew him ONLY!-
-I had it made because some of my people were having a hard time-
-almost three fucking years and still hiding-
-well I'm Not hiding any more-
-it is not the pain I want to stop, its the hiding.... .. . .
-His death was tragic, but his life was beautiful-
-i refuse to hide from that just because YOU don't want to talk about it-
-Fuck that-
-missing him is just a part of me-
-I always kinda knew that but just needed to say it-
-this wasn't made to piss you guys off-
-just to get some of these emotions out into the open-
-this is only way I can get this off my chest-
-making the whole Fucking World See-
-so once again this is how I feel-
-walk away with what ever emotions you wish to-
-if you dont understand where I am coming from-
-then Fuck you too-
-any ways I hope to see all or any of you guys soon-
-I dont really know what else to say except-
~good bye~

Time Has A Way

“till now”

I thought it was forever till now
although it was only now and then
the day of regrets was yesterday
forgot which one i picked
contemplating happiness, lost in a window
time creates a dream, to act like a pillow
found bleeding, black and blue
and left wishing beside the morning dew
now all my wicks are wet, and all my time is spent
no i will never forget my friend
~Dead mAn~